Friday, January 31, 2020

reflections.







"and on the earth are signs
for those who have faith with certainty,
and also in you own selves.
will you not then see?"

51 : 20-21











"indeed, in the creation of
the heavens and the earth
and the alternation of
the night and the day
are signs for those
of understanding."

3 : 190










"do men think that they
will be left alone
on saying,
we believe
and not be tried?"

29 : 20





Saturday, January 11, 2020

ku lari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku, ku lari ke pantai kemudian teriakku.









"sayang rasa, all things that happened in my life so far is just.. natijah doa-doa orang yang beriman untuk sayang,
..like yours." 

"we are, sayang.
..whether we know or we did not know; setiap doa orang kepada/untuk kita adalah amanah- to be a helpful human and to share with others whatever He lends us. and there are only two things in life; either they are a destination or a vehicle. we're on a journey.  you've done great so far. i'm a proud husband. whatever will come up along this path, we'll keep going together, insyaAllah."





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i like coffee.
but i like you more.






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(55:1) Ar-Rahman,
(55:2) He taught the qur'an.





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tempat kesukaanku?
emm, sepertinya tidak ada.

yang ada hanya orang kesukaanku.

bersama orang kesukaanku, di mana pun itu,
tempat itu otomatis menjadi tempat kesukaanku.






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we keep this love in a photograph
we made these memories for ourselves
where our eyes are never closing
hearts are never broken
and time's forever frozen still.





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(55:3) He created man.


dear,

as in this verse,
together with our prophet saw,
our parents and families,

know that your existence
is the utmost proof of
Allah as 'ar-Rahman' 
in my life.

:)





Monday, January 06, 2020

that day is already here.





one day someone will come by
and see meaning behind your words
she(he) will understand the wisdom behind your speech
and appreciate your actions
she(he) hears the thoughts behind your silence
and share that love behind those tears

and she(he) will marry those thoughts
she(he)'ll be a companion to your speech
she(he) will partner your actions
and be one with the beautiful silence
she(he)'ll embrace the love behind those tears
she(he)'ll hold to the hands of your shared visions
and walk with you in your travels

she(he) will come by
and complete you

Allah swt knows best.


--one day (the vespa rider | syafakallah, page 79)







Sunday, January 05, 2020

335km to your heartbeat.














terima kasih kuala lumpur (dan jogjakarta sebelumnya) kerana telah memelihara dan menumbuhkan perempuan ini dengan penuh cinta. akulah lelaki paling bertuah di dunia untuk menyambutnya ketika dia bahkan mekar subur dengan tunas-tunas bunganya yang berwarna warni.
--hospital kuala lumpur, hujung minggu.





















Wednesday, January 01, 2020

twenty twenty, indeed, is a happy new year.





















lalu mataku merasa malu
semakin dalam ia malu kali ini
kadang juga ia takut
tatkala harus berpapasan
di tengah pelariannya