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unpredictable bombing of thunder and scattered stars. but most of the time when we look up, isn't it always calming? appreciate the mess and work through our struggles. therein lies the beauty of <i>sabr</i> and life itself.</blockquote></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>___</div><div><span style="font-size: x-small;">*selamat tahun baru, twenti twentiwan!</span><br /></div>renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-15397293747122627832020-12-14T01:43:00.008+08:002021-08-13T15:32:47.509+08:00anam cara.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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<img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUtLE80F1tMtWxWYAu7R_UIF-TF-yAcq89PS8rAMwO5O4HHWrHU3LHuFM3TddkcBqxDGpycuVA0OCpe8f9vw4EmXWHYHX51sjBYJDzcBvkW4lFpBeka6ODYFrmjCy-Yx26SmVX9zjTgOph/s1600/1606458741462807-0.png" width="400" /></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"></div><blockquote><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;">huhu.. this cute fella here.. i just ended her life today. this is my first time ever for four legged animals. the other one i passed it to my brother to do it. he already used to this. and he was the one who told me to do it myself, <i>"bila lagi kan?"</i> i'm sorry goaty. <br /></div></blockquote><p> <br /></p><p> </p><p></p><blockquote>may Allah accept our ibadah and bless our lil guy; <i>yusuf</i>. </blockquote><br /><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">__</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">pkpb. merotai, belakang rumah. bersama bapak, abang empat dan abang enam.</span><br /></div>renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-70916373663627105572020-10-07T23:00:00.004+08:002020-11-27T22:41:40.728+08:00tsumma Alhamdulillah.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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thank you for being okay, together with me.<br />
thank you for being patient when things get hard, together with me.<br />
thank you for being weird, together with me.<br />
thank you for laughing at my lame jokes, together with me.<br />
thank you for going through everything, together with me.<br />
thank you for living here, together with me.<br />
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this analogy that Allah is giving, these images that Allah is describing; first, He describes the sun, then He describes the moon, then He describes the day and night; the sky and the earth. all these images, culminates; conclusion of all of these images is for you and me to understand one thing: not the universe outside of us, but the universe inside of us.</blockquote>
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di dunia akhir zaman ini, soalan-soalan akan semakin banyak, datang entah dari mana saja. fokuslah kepada soalan-soalan yang matang dan bijaksana sahaja, soalan yang dengan berusaha menyelesaikannya kita akan belajar sesuatu. kita tidak punya banyak waktu untuk menjustifikasi mengapa warna putih itu putih atau warna hitam itu hitam.</blockquote>
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<br />renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-57354539358787072452020-02-14T02:14:00.000+08:002020-03-03T11:26:01.186+08:00doa-doa yang terjawab (i).<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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dia perempuan paling cantik di seluruh semesta- cantik yang rumit tapi indah, begitu abstrak, unik dan tersendiri. cantik yang menenteramkan jiwa yang sedang celaru lalu menyelimutkan keamanan untuk hati yang lelah. cantik yang air matanya mengalir atas deritanya jiwa-jiwa lain lebih daripada deritanya sendiri. cantik yang kedua tangannya sentiasa pemurah memberikan bekas bekalnya tanpa risau ia akan dikembalikan berisi atau tidak, bahkan jika bekas bekal itu tidak dikembalikan sama sekali ia tidak peduli. cantik yang sentiasa berusaha sekeras mungkin menjaga nyalaan api cahayanya supaya keterangan sentiasa ada di sepanjang lorong terowong, bukan untuk dirinya sendiri sahaja, tapi untuk jiwa-jiwa lain yang bersama-samanya juga, yang masing-masing sedang merindukan sinar-sinar harapan dalam perjalanan pulang yang panjang. dia cantik dengan hatinya yang lembut, yang senang mengambil beban orang lain sebagai bebannya sendiri, yang sentiasa cuba untuk membahagiakan orang lain sekalipun sebenarnya dia bahkan sedang bergelut dengan perasaannya sendiri, yang menyimpan kemas risau hatinya sendiri kerana ada hati lain yang sedang ingin ia perdengarkan dan pimpin dalam perjalanannya untuk sembuh. untuk hal-hal sederhana tapi begitu luar biasa bermakna yang ia lakukan untuk jiwa-jiwa yang datang kepadanya; dunia dan para penduduknya akan sentiasa terhutang budi padanya. dia perempuan cantik, yang indah, yang unik, yang tersendiri, yang tidak akan tergantikan, yang dalam jutaan cuma ada dia satu-satunya. semoga Tuhan sentiasa mengasihi perempuan cantik ini, semoga dia terus tumbuh kuat dan utuh.</div>
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one day someone will come by<br />
and see meaning behind your words<br />
she(he) will understand the wisdom behind your speech<br />
and appreciate your actions<br />
she(he) hears the thoughts behind your silence<br />
and share that love behind those tears<br />
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and she(he) will marry those thoughts<br />
she(he)'ll be a companion to your speech<br />
she(he) will partner your actions<br />
and be one with the beautiful silence<br />
she(he)'ll embrace the love behind those tears<br />
she(he)'ll hold to the hands of your shared visions<br />
and walk with you in your travels<br />
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she(he) will come by<br />
and complete you<br />
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Allah swt knows best.<br />
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--<i>one day </i>(the vespa rider | syafakallah, page 79)<br />
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terima kasih kuala lumpur (dan jogjakarta sebelumnya) kerana telah memelihara dan menumbuhkan perempuan ini dengan penuh cinta. akulah lelaki paling bertuah di dunia untuk menyambutnya ketika dia bahkan mekar subur dengan tunas-tunas bunganya yang berwarna warni.</blockquote>
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<br />renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-56977842928477492372020-01-01T01:01:00.000+08:002020-01-27T17:30:18.786+08:00twenty twenty, indeed, is a happy new year.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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lalu mataku merasa malu</div>
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semakin dalam ia malu kali ini</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAYviJQYcAo" target="_blank">sedikit cemas banyak rindunya.</a></b></span></div>
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<br />renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-89736433069634545832019-12-24T12:58:00.000+08:002019-12-28T09:54:14.155+08:00bukan tulisan renja hijo :)<br />
Bismillah.<br />
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<i>I'm writing this open letter to you, dear <b><span style="color: #6aa84f;">renja hijo</span></b>.</i> :)<br />
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Benar kata kamu, ada hal yang tak terungkap dengan kata-kata.<br />
Seperti Zulaikha menjustifikasi keindahan Yusuf.<br />
Seperti bagaimana Allah, menumpulkan perasaan ini sebelum mengenali benar jiwa tulusmu.<br />
Dan bagaimana Dia juga, yang telah menyemai bibit cinta kita.<br />
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Kata Akh Salim A. Fillah di <i><b>Jalan Cinta Para Pejuang</b></i>;<br />
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Satu kata cinta Bilal,<br />
<i>"Ahad!"</i><br />
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Dua kata cinta Sang Nabi,<br />
<i>"Selimuti aku..!"</i><br />
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Tiga kata cinta Ummu Sulaim,<br />
<i>"Islammu, itulah maharku!"</i><br />
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Empat kata cinta Abu Bakar,<br />
<i>"Ya Rasulullah, saya percaya..!"</i><br />
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Lima kata cinta Umar,<br />
<i>"Ya Rasulullah, izinkan kupenggal lehernya!"</i><br />
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Terus.. berapa banyakkah kata cinta yang bisa diungkapkan? Bagaimana pula dengan kata cinta dari Tuhan? Sekian banyaknya takkan cukup dengan tinta seluas lautan.<br />
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Jadi buat aku, kamu tidak perlu mengungkapkan.<br />
Cukup dengan membimbing aku ke jalan yang hanif.<br />
Cukup bersama membina baitul muslim yang salim.<br />
Cukup kita memaknai tujuan hidup.<br />
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Maka,<br />
Genggam erat tanganku zauji,<br />
Mari mengejar redha Ilahi.<br />
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Salam sayang,<br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999;">Renja pink</span>. ;)renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-62078880481466366142019-12-14T23:06:00.000+08:002019-12-22T21:42:05.563+08:00tsumma Alhamdulillah.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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today i got married to a super lovely girl (she wrote me these secret daily letters since day 1 of our journey to this marriage; oh my Allah). i'll introduce her to you when we all get reunited in jannah, insyaAllah. :)</blockquote>
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<br />renja hijohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07244439969619698540noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7801429751428461595.post-35319886316699494632019-11-23T23:23:00.000+08:002019-11-24T23:12:28.369+08:00another stage.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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setiap minggu saya suka solat jumaat di masjid-masjid berlainan. bagi saya, setiap masjid ada <i>vibes</i>-nya sendiri. dan saya juga ada spot-spot tertentu yang saya suka duduk untuk mendengar khutbah pada masjid-masjid yang biasa saya singgahi. seperti semalam di masjid pulai indah, saya suka duduk di bahagian luar masjid. bersebelahan tempat mengambil wuduk.</div>
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sebab saya suka tengok budak-budak ambil wuduk. haha.</div>
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saya suka saksikan momen mereka berhadapan bersendirian dengan pili air sambil diperhatikan diam-diam oleh ayah mereka dari belakang berada dalam posisi rukuk di hadapan pili air, mereka termenung sebentar, menarik nafas dalam kemudian mula membuka pili air. setiap kali beralih di antara satu anggota wuduk ke satu anggota wuduk yang lain, mereka akan berhenti sebentar, termenung melihat air yang mengalir di bawah sambil berfikir, mengingat-ngingat kembali rukun wuduk "lepas ni apa? lepas ni apa?" tapi sepanjang itu sedikit pun mereka tidak terganggu oleh pili-pili air di sebelah, orang-orang dewasa di kiri dan kanan yang lancar menyelesaikan wuduk mereka. fokus mereka hanyalah pada air yang terus mengalir dari pili di hadapan mereka, mencuba sehabis baik untuk menyempurnakan wuduk. akhirnya, setelah menyelesaikan semua anggota wuduk, mereka menutup pili air dengan penuh gembira dan berpaling pergi menuju ke arah ayah mereka dengan senyuman paling ceria.</div>
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inilah momen sederhana yang selalu saya jadikan tempat untuk bermuhasabah sendiri. muhasabah tentang proses dan perjalanan-perjalanan hidup. menjadi semakin dewasa hari ke hari, kita selalu beranggapan bahawa kita harus pantas dalam semua hal. sampai-sampai meletakkan tekanan tidak perlu kepada diri sendiri. merasa diri terlalu perlahan ketika orang lain sudah pun jauh bergerak. padahal hidup bukan perlumbaan. setiap manusia melalui jalanan yang masing-masing seperti yang ditetapkan Tuhan; jadinya untuk apa membanding-banding kelajuan? sampai atau tidak kita pada destinasi di hadapan tidak pernah ditentukan oleh halaju.</div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">*may Allah ease our journey ahead. :)</span></div>
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ada banyak hal-hal indah di dunia. seperti sinaran matahari hangat di waktu pagi yang dingin; seperti kucing jalanan yang membalas sapaan <i>meow</i> kita; seperti melepasi tiga persimpangan berterusan dengan semua lampu trafiknya berwarna hijau ketika kita melaluinya tanpa perlu berhenti; seperti mesin yang kembali berfungsi setelah dicuba berkali-kali untuk dihidupkan; seperti membaling masuk tin minuman(wonda coffee mungkin?) yang habis diminum ke tong sampah pada jarak lima meter dalam sekali percubaan; seperti sabar.<br />
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padanya, tidak ada paksaan untuk bersabar. seperti ketika kita terpesona pada hujan, kita berkata 'hujan itu indah'; tidak ada paksaan untuk orang lain berbasah-basahan, nikmati ia sekadar yang kalian senangi. manakala padanya tidak ada maksud untuk menekan-nekankan bahawa begitu pentingnya sabar. tidak lebih, hanya ingin menyatakan keindahannya. keindahan sabar. bahawa setelah hari-hari yang sukar dan malam-malam yang panjang, pada kesabaran yang kita tetap berpaut padanya itu, ia akan menarik kita kepada sebuah realiti yang lebih indah, yang sungguh luar biasa, yang tidak tersangkakan oleh kita akan wujudnya. sepanjang itu ia tidak pula menolak kesedihan, tidak menafikan hak kita untuk meraikan rasa sedih; cukup untuk kita tahu, menerusi pantulan pada genangan-genangan itu, ia mahu menyatakan bahwa sabar itu indah. bahawa ketika kita memilih untuk bersabar- jawapannya; hasilnya; destinasinya- pasti tidak akan pernah mengecewakan. ada keyakinan yang ditiupkan bersama perkataan ini, bahawa pada akhirnya semua akan baik-baik sahaja. akan tiba masanya, tumbuh bunga-bunga wangi indah berwarna-warni dari akar penderitaan yang terus dipertahankan dengan berani.</blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">*surah yusuf, ayat 13 & 18.</span></div>
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